Still here

So I would like to note that I never left.  I didn't write for two weeks but I was posting almost every week before that.  So, as you all know I was doing a program with my health insurance.  The time came again to check in.  I needed to lose 9.6 pounds in two weeks since I'd gotten way off track before that.  I got real serious two weeks ago and counted every point.  I tried not to eat any activity points or weekly allowance points.  And look what happened, I lost 5.2 pounds in one week! Amazing, it actually works.  A lot of what I did was cut out candy and heavy carbs.  The next week was trickier though because I had to go out to eat many times and although I looked up the menu beforehand and tried to make smart choices it was difficult to stay within my points.  Let's just say that I didn't make the goal.  Even after taking a colon cleanse.  Gross.  I will be suspended from the program now for a couple of months and can get back in after two months if I am lower than my last weigh in.  So still motivation to lose weight I just miss out on the reimbursement for the last two months.  Boo.  So much spent on PT.  Anyway, this weekend was awful because I was like, well, I didn't get it so who cares?!  But I'm back on this week.  The goal for this week is to consolidate my loss.